what's wrong with me?

feeling like I have been poisoned
what is it ?
torturing not letting me to be peacefull
But its only elixer that have been
running in the veins.....

to be contd.

have seen this in movies naive people commiting suicide as they are accused of some offense. Right now am feeling like a scapegoat , argh dont want to go on to those whole details , right now i can smell the earth as its raining after a hard scortching day !

c'on plz dont think am also having sme crap idea of all those melodrama but whatever i hate it which is hindering the feel of the rains .